Evie had fallen into what seems to be a slump, and when people outside herself can see it, it's never a good thing. There where many things going through her head and she blamed herself for so much. Maybe it was karma. That was likely the answer to everything. Karma. She had treated her mother, and everyone who ever cared about her like shit and now she had no one.
Well that wasn't entirely true.
She had Chrysa and Akuma. They were basically her only friends anymore. Not like she had many outside of those two anyway. Evie managed to alienate her mother and over the past couple years she lost someone she cared about more than she liked to let on. London. Now that was someone she hadn't thought about in a long time. Figuring that she ran him off when she decided to get with the psychopath that caused her more trouble than he was worth, it was something she used to think about frequently.
He was supposed to be her protector, hired by Morlis, who she had thought to be her father. "I think I inherited Jezika's bad taste in men." She mused as she sat in a booth in the tavern. Someone looked at her questionably since she was sitting by herself -- talking to herself. "What'reya lookin' at?" Scowling, Evie shook her head and took a drink from the bottle. Slouching in the seat, she nearly thunked her head back against the booth. There was a time where she would have been able to feel London because she herself was a wolf, but that was torn away from her rather violently. That link was no longer there. Evie still didn't have a grasp on what she was exactly. It was coming to her slowly, but she still didn't know what was happening. The Lamia was a creature few know much about since it's a rare species.
Evie wouldn't be surprised if London hated her after what she did. Hell, Evie hated herself. She had gotten close to him, he defended her -- got his ass kicked and tortured by Ameerah and how did Evie repay him? She left him for someone else. Man, it even sounded fucked up to her. Leaning forward, she rubbed her hand against her forehead, the other still curled fingers around the bottle. Techically, she was too young to drink. But no one gave her any trouble. It was true that Evie was slightly high strung as of late, but she hadn't exactly been thinking clearly. With her asking Chrysa to try and help her find her sister, and her mind often wandering to London, she was in pretty bad shape. She had no way of even contacting the man, let alone if he'd want anything to do with him.
If she could go back and change it all, she would in a heartbeat.
Stupidity ran in the family. The tip of her tongue drew over the retractable fangs, that, too would be a whole new problem. Would London even like her now that she wasn't a wolf? Many lycans didn't get along with other animals, and now that Evie was more than just a shapshifter. Lamia's weren't typical shapeshifters, she could only turn half of her body into a snake. She was also venomous, though that part she didn't quite know just yet.
Mystra Amor was the last place she saw London, and she figured he wouldn't step foot here, just like how she wouldn't step foot there. But Goddess knew, Evie felt horrible about what she'd done. There were times that she wished she knew what was happening to her, she was overly moodly and a bit on the emo side, though not on purpose. She just didn't have the energy to care anymore. Evie had never been a social butterfly like her mother, but she couldn't remember a time where she was as reclusive as she was now.
"Where are you?" She sighed and whispered before bringing the bottle to her lips and knocking back a rather large porition of the liquor.
Posted: Thu Jan 15, 2009 5:22 pm