The insistent voice was becoming somewhat annoying, flitting through her dreams as it was, insisting she go remembering things when really all she wanted to do was obtain the sleep necessary to regain her strength. The annoying little voice wouldn't take no for an answer, though, and continued to float through the haze of indistinct dreams that churned in her sleeping mind.
Sleep wasn't something she regularly indulged in, it wasn't truly necessary for her survival, but she had been poisoned with silver. That meant she would need to rest to allow her wolf, the physical part of her, to recuperate. She had been reluctant to fall asleep, afraid in her vulnerable state Ameerah would be able to reassert herself as the dominant mind, but Valorius had promised he would keep Ameerah at bay while she slept and she had to trust him. There was little other choice if she wished to regain her strength. She hadn't planned on dreaming, at least not like this.
”Remember.....” Again the disembodied voice insisted she remember...but what? What the hell was she supposed to be remembering? Around her a crimson mist began to form, the images that had been so vague before taking on shape until a specific scene began to appear in front of her. The room was unfamiliar to her though she recognized the tell-tale signs New Orleans in the décor as well as in the skyline outside the window under which sat a bassinet. Oh a baby...that was interesting.
Taking an unconscious step forward she suddenly found herself in the center of the dream image, as if she were a specter observing the events though what events she was meant to see was anyone's guess. Once fully within the dream image the rest of her senses came to life and she could smell the familiar scents of New Orleans as well as hear the soft timbre of a familiar voice. The baby forgotten she turned to face a door that had been left only just a sliver, a pair of women on the other side speaking in hushed tones, one of whom she knew right away was her mother.
Walking softly in spite of the fact that this was a dream (one never could tell when dealing with her family) she neared the door, her head cocked in order to hear the hushed words being spoken.
”It is the only way to prevent them from finding her,” came her mother's hushed tone and she frowned. Who was she trying to hide her from? If it was the fucker who had stolen her then she had failed miserably. Who was her mother talking too? A sound from behind her drew her gaze back to the bassinet, the ornately carved cradle draped with sheer white organza to protect the baby within it from bugs that might take advantage of the warm evening. Realizing she was looking at herself as an infant her eyes narrowed and she moved away from the door to approach the cradle. Ameerah as a baby. How cute. Even her inner monologue was laced heavily with venom when thinking on her counterpart and pausing in front of the cradle she reached out and pulled the sheer drapes away from the bassinet so that the infant within it was revealed to her gaze.
And she was met with the unwavering stare of a pair of eyes as ruby red in hue as her own. Her eyes flared slightly as realization dawned. It was her, not Ameerah, in that bassinet. Her. She'd always known Amunette had been the name given her, them, at birth but everyone always assumed that Ameerah had been the first mind and she had developed later as a means of controlling all that Ameerah held within her. Everyone was wrong.
She had been first. It was Ameerah who had been conjured from her mind, not the other way around. The voices behind her on the other side of the door grew in volume as Duvessa and her mystery friend continued to discuss what was to be done and she knew she wasn't within a dream but a memory. Her memory. There had to be more to this, she knew it, Duvessa was up to something but before she could enact whatever plan she had in mind a figure appeared on the balcony to the left, skulking in the shadows as he eased into the room, slipping past the wards Duvessa had erected effortlessly. She recognized him...Guillaume. He was loup garou, Duvessa's half brother, and should not have had the ability to just bust through Duvessa's wards and yet, there he was, doing just that.
She watched, helpless, as Guillaume scooped her from the bassinet, his hand coming down over her infant mouth when she might have made a noise. Backtracking the way he'd come he was gone and just like that she'd been stolen from her mother and set upon the path that would lead her to what she was today. It had been too easy and her ever present resentment towards Duvessa only grew. This was all old news, though. Everyone knew she had been stolen by Guillaume with the help of the nameless entity that still sought to destroy her and all those attached to her so why show her this now?
There was more to see, she knew it in her bones, and moving forward she started after the fleeing figure of Guillaume only to hear the door behind her open. Duvessa's dismayed shout at finding Amunette missing causing her head to snap around her eyes instantly locked with those of her mother's...
…..and she sat bolt upright in bed. Blinking she stared blankly in front of her until she was able to focus on her surroundings and register that she was awake and back in the present. A growled shriek of frustration born of the inability to continue on in the dream and see what other revelations awaited echoed through the room as she slapped at the bed on either side of her before flopping back against the pillows. Dammit! Still..she had seen enough, enough to set her on the path towards understanding exactly who she was. Now she knew....
She. Was. First.
Posted: Thu Feb 28, 2013 6:28 pm