(Verial Akilara) Soundlessly, Verial began to awaken, eyelids lifting over odd colored eyes. He had slept without very much movement, save for the occasional nod or moving of his head against his pillow in his sleep. It was as if his body had subconsciously told him not to be so restless unless he wanted to be in further pain. Despite these messages, that did not stop him from still being in pain and being sore when he woke up. Parts of his back were throbbing and distinctly he became aware that something was sticking to his skin. Looking over his shoulder, it was not the material of his shirt he had fallen asleep with but fresh medicinal balm and strips of bandages. Sahar. She'd been in his room at some point and had taken care to make sure he didn't bleed all over his bed. Verial turned his head into his pillow and smothered out a groan wondering how he would go about explaining this to the desert magae if she hadn't already found out somehow. In the middle of these thoughts, Verial heard the sound of someone else in his room - of someone breathing. Turning his head, Verial caught sight of Deanna who was in a chair by his bedside. Verial had no idea how long she had been there but it had been long enough that eventually she had fallen asleep. He watched her, ever curious, wondering why she had decided to stay by and keep an eye on him. Considering the strains on their "relationship" (if one could call it that), the fact that she was here puzzled him. Verial also found himself realizing that in her current state, Deanna almost looked peaceful for once.
(Deanna DiCorvino) The nightmares had begun again as they did every time she closed her eyes. Deanna had managed to go for prolonged periods without sleeping, but eventually the body gave out and she slipped into the word of dreams. This one was different though. She had been running through the wasteland of Chaos while demonic children chased after her. Running blindly through a heavy downpour of blood and ash until she found herself falling...falling...into a hole in the ground. The opened space in the earth was pehaps eight feet in length and six feet deep, and instinctively Deanna knew it was not an ordinary hole, but a grave. Her own. She attempted a feeble climb to the top, but the blood soaked mud made it impossible to climb, for she kept sliding down for every step she took. Finally she saw a figure that stood by the edge of the grave, a figure shrouded in mists save for his wings that burned as brightly as the sun. "Help me," she called out to him, holding her arm out, but the figure simply ignored her and turned away. The grave began flooding with blood and gore until Deanna found herself sinking under, her lungs burning as she gasped for breath.' She woke with a start, her lungs aching as she groaned and rubbed a hand over her face, trying desperately to shake the threads of the nightmare that clung away. A small sob tore at the back of her throat, and she took several deep cleansing breaths to steady herself. How long had she slept? Deanna no longer took note of time these days, as each moment seemed to blur into the next. After a few moments, she lifted her head, thinking it was about time for Sahar to make an appearance. Hazel orbs rimmed with amber, bloodshot and tired found themselves locked on Verial's face who obviously had woken from his healing slumber. She stared at him a beat or two, wondering how long he had been awake, and finding herself angry of the possiblity that he caught her in a weak moment. She said nothing to him as she stood, her legs and back muscles protesting from the sudden movement as she walked stiffly toward the bathing area. A few seconds later, she returned with a metal cup half filled with tepid water. She crouched beside Verial and gritting her teeth, gently lifted his head so that he might drink. After a few long swallows, she took the cup away and resumed her place in her chair, her face expressionless as she asked. "Tell me, what sort of enmity is there between you and Layla Victoire that would cause the boy King to call for a lashing as your punishment, Verial?" There was no 'hello, or how are you feeling?' Deanna didn't waste time getting down to business, even with the man who lay helpless upon his bed.
(Verial Akilara)As peaceful as Deanna looked while she was sleeping, this rare glimpse of her was shaken once she started to awaken. Likely roused by some nightmare, Deanna woke up to sucking in her breath and swallowing a sob in the back of her throat that threatened to surface. After Deanna's hand dropped away from her face, she realized that he had been watching her and instantly her character changed. She seemed to square her shoulders and shrugged off whatever nightmare was previously haunting her, gathering enough strength to lift herself from her chair and head to the bathroom. When she came back, Deanna had a cup in her hand and she helped him to swallow some water, even going so far as to touch his face. When that was done, she drew away just as quickly, her now blank and emotionless face demanding answers to questions she must have been thinking about for hours before she fell asleep. Verial managed to turn slowly on his side so that he was facing her and nodded slightly. "The night after the war, she unexpectedly came to my tent when Sahar was there. Layla Victoire proceeded to insult Sahar's loyalties and my own. I retaliated - lashed out against her. I grabbed her hard enough where I was pretty sure I could have broken her jaw. Instead, I threw her into the mud and left her there." If Verial could have, he would have shrugged as if helplessly. "Perhaps not my noblest of moments, but I do not regret it. I'm sure King Elias did what he had to do in order to give Layla some sense of revenge. I wouldn't have put it past her to start some sort of crusade over this had Elias not acted."
(Deanna DiCorvino) Deanna arched a brow as she listened to Verial's explanation, vague at best. Her lips twitched though upon hearing how Verial reacted Layla and her outburst, almost smiling as she could imagine the sight they both must have made. "I see," she said quietly. She lifted her hand to her hair and began unraveling the braid in her hair. "Sahar informed she used to be quite close to Layla, so I am surprised at this woman being so hateful to her. Considering how kind Sahar it, it's rather shocking to be truthful." Deanna finished running her fingers through her locks, feeling some of the tension ease on her scalp before continuing. "I'm not fully understanding this 'relationship' you have, or rather had, with this woman Verial. Frankly I've never heard of her before today," she paused, tilting her head to the side. "Maybe I have. I don't remember. In any case, I'm guessing she wasn't too happy with the way you handled your, what...leadership position?" Those fey orbs of hers bore into his, and hopefully Verial would get the hint that Deanna knew he wasn't exactly forthcoming in his response. She offered him more water to drink, and when he was finished, settled back in her chair once more. "A woman scorned is a deadly thing, Verial. Perhaps I should speak with her personally on your behalf?"
(Verial Akilara) He ran a hand over his temples for a moment, rubbing them as Deanna spoke. There was so much more to tell her about the whole situation, but there were questions even he himself had. Mainly why did she seem to care? As much as he wanted to ask Deanna the reason for her prying into Layla and his relationship or lack thereof, he didn't. "I suspect that she made Sahar stay behind in Grand City to make sure I was capable of killing you. But this was not something Sahar herself was able to do. It is against her very nature and Layla knew this, yet she asked her friend to do the one thing she could not. I believe Sahar then realized that Layla is willing to sacrifice anyone or anything if it essentially means getting what she wants." Verial watched as Deanna unbraided her hair, running her fingers through her scalp. For a moment, as those auburn locks tumbled over Deanna's shoulders, Verial felt as if it was actually once more Deanna and not the confused and emotionless mess she had turned into recently. "Any relationship I had with Layla was forged when I suspected you were still dead. She spent some time in Grand City while I was Protector Regent. We spent many evenings together, one of them leading to us ending up in bed together." He was being blatantly truthful, but with Deanna there was no beating around the bush. If anything was going to get a reaction out of her, it was perhaps honesty. "I suppose that's another reason why she's rather angry at me. When we heard Sharay was headed to Bariston and Grand City and that she was in your body, Layla wanted me to kill you. I did not when I needed to the most, so she feels I've betrayed her. In some ways, I do not blame her." Verial took a sip of the water Deanna offered him, fully expecting her to throw it in his face soon enough. At Deanna's suggesting she go seek out Layla, Verial shook his head quickly. "Perhaps you should not do that. I was trying to keep you alive, however bad of an attempt I'm making at it. She would have you shot and beheaded before you could even get out a word."
(Deanna DiCorvino) Deanna remained silent for what seemed like an eternity, the only reaction she gave to Verial was standing once more to head over to the fire. She added more logs to the smoldering embers, blowing gently so that a brighter flame might spark. Deanna stared into the flames that began burning brighter and higher with each breath, as she processed the information Verial so forthcomingly gave to her. So there had been some romantic aspect to their relationship? Deanna supposed she could understand why, as she had never seen Verial with a woman before and actually always assumed he wasn't a fan of the opposite sex. That bit of news was quite the surprise to her, yet at the same time she was annoyed and irate with him. He had a good thing going with his role as leader, a potential future relationship with a woman, and peace in the lands for a short time being, and he gave it all up...for what? This woman wanted her dead, for that Deanna couldn't blame her. She recalled Bariston now, recalled the destruction by her own hand, the murders of several thousand at her command. Layla had every right to want Deanna's head on a spike, and Verial's as well for aiding her. Deanna walked back to where Verial lay reclined on his side and stared down at him, that cold amber fire that bled into her eyes. "You are quite the fool, Verial Akilara. You gambled everything, including your own son and skin, and lost. Lost is even too weak a word. You realize this woman must realize by now that I am not dead, and she will come after me, which I could care less about, but more importantly she will come after you. I would say you made extremely bad decisions, but let us be honest here, in order to do that you would have to have some semblence of a fucking brain and YOU OBVIOUSLY DO NOT!" Perhaps it wasn't the right time to scream at an invalid, but Deanna couldn't for the life of her, understand his idiotic choices. "YOU SHOULD HAVE LET HER KILL ME! YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE IT YOURSELF!" Deanna kicked the chair she had been sitting in across the room, not particularly caring if it broke in half or not. Frustrated, she began pacing furiously back and forth. "You think this is worth it?" She gestured to herself in a slicing motion with her hand. "You think I needed you to champion me, Verial Akilara? Who the fuck do you think you are, Maxim? If I needed someone in my corner, someone to take my side, it should have been Maxim...not you. Never you! As if you could fill his shoes!" She sneered, knowing she had probably gone too far, but at this point, she was beyond caring. "You tried to be my hero, Verial? Tried to save my life." She shook her head and laughed bitterly. "You thought you were Maxim? No, Verial. You are just some jackass who had the fucking world in the palm of his hand and pissed it away, pissed his son away, pissed on himself too while he was at it." She ceased her tirade for one moment to spare him a withering look. "I might deserve my hellish fate, Verial, but gods know so do you. So do you."
(Verial Akilara) Deanna was not one to let sleeping beasts rest. As Verial had been so gracious to give her every ounce of truth he was capable in the moment, Deanna lashed back with hatred that was once mellowed out inside of her. This anger - this resentment of Verial - came back out in full force that Verial suspected Deanna was not even aware of the words she was flinging from her lips. Verial knew he was foolish; there was no question about it. But clearly Deanna might have been just as idiotic not to realize what nonsense she was spewing at him while he laid on his side. Did Deanna really expect him to have some fairy tale romance with Layla? If there was one thing Verial had learned over this whole event it was that he was not going to - and did not want to - have a romantic relationship with Layla. Verial would have been able to brush this all aside, to tell Deanna to get out of his room were it not for her next round of attack which included belittling him by comparing him to Maxim Redmont. Deanna was still under the impression that Maxim was waiting around the corner to rescue her and whisk her away. In comparison to Maxim Redmont's great, amazing and heroic image Deanna had in her head of him, Verial was nothing but the dirt under her shoes. In fact, she had made it blatantly clear that Verial was a jackass for even trying to attempt put himself on the grand pedestal that Maxim stood on for Deanna. But there was something she was unaware of and for this, Verial managed to sit up, every bone and muscle aching as he did so, and then eventually stood so he could face her. Verial took a step close to Deanna so they were but an inch away and looked down at her, a feral look in his normally patient odd colored his. His brows were dangerously narrowed and he titled his as if in curiosity. Verial lifted his hands and gestured to himself. "You have audacity to believe I want to fill Maxim Redmont's shoes? Hardly. Let me tell you something that you might be unaware of," Verial said his voice laced with a slight growl. "When your beloved Maxim found out that Sharay had destroyed Bariston, that it was her in your body, he didn't give a damn. When it came to it and Layla gave the order, Maxim didn't hesitate. In fact, he was the one who suggested your immediate death. It didn't matter that he knew no one from Bariston, that he had no connection to those people. Your life was NOTHING in comparison to those. Maxim would have slit your throat and bathed in your blood if he had a chance. You know what you were to him? An occasional fling on the side when he had no one else to pass his fucking miserable time in life. Just as you believe that I’m dirt in comparison to Maxim that is what you are when he sees you and then looks at Meredia. He is mourning over the loss of her now, NOT YOU. That is the real difference between us that you do not know about."
(Deanna DiCorvino) She was not sure which sparked a flicker of surprise more, the fact Verial actually managed to drag his ass out of that bed, for gods knew that had to hurt like hell, or the vicious words that spewed from his lips, slashing at her just as she had slashed at him. She inched her head upward to lock her gaze with his, barely breathing as Verial mentioned Maxim. Maxim, whom she loved with all her heart, or at least believed she had, viewed her as nothing as far as Verial was concerned. Each word twisted the dagger that was already plunged in her heart. It would have been kinder if he had taken a whip to her himself, for those wounds would heal eventually. The truth, the realization of Verial's words tore at her, shredded whatever small amount of hope that lay hidden in her soul. His words were utter truth though. She need not question him to realize that. She held not one ounce of doubt, for she could see the truth in his eyes, hear it in his voice. Meredia. She knew no one of that name, but apparently it was this woman who held the key to Maxim's heart, this woman who obviously died recently that he shed tears over, or could if it were possible. Not her. Never her. She wasted several years chasing a dream, and the illusion was now shattered by the revelation in Verial's words. Deanna believed in truth, no matter how harsh or brutal, but this...this was cruel. Verial knew of her love for Maxim. To find out it was all a lie, was the worst kind of pain coupled with the horrendous guilt she already felt for each and every sin commited. There was nothing left now. Nothing for her to cling to. Nothing for her to hope on. Verial could no doubt see this as the light died in her eyes within that moment. If she had anything left to give, she would have struck him in anger, in violent denial. There was nothing to deny now. It was all laid out on the table, naked and visible for all to see. Maxim cared nothing for her. Never had. Never would. He would have gut her like a pig for Layla, for Bariston, for his own honor. Deanna had to remind herself to breath, for she was so very still for so very long. One quick shuddering of breath was heard, another to exhale. That was it. There was nothing else to be said. Verial had removed the blinders in the most painful way possible. She simply nodded, a jerking motion of her head and walked away from him, numb. Nothing else could touch her now. Nothing else could cause her pain. She bent and began righting the chair she had knocked over, amazingly still in one piece. Not sure of what to do now, she reached for the tin cup she had used to hold Verial's water and clutching it in her hand, said quietly to him, "Sahar will be upset to see you standing." Her slow steps took her once more toward the bathing room, and she refilled the cup with water, her hands shaking and the water sloshed over the rim several times. It took her four or five tries before she could hold the cup in hand without spilling a drop, and when she had composed herself enough, found her way back to where Verial was and set the cup by his bed on the small stand. Deanna glanced around the room, avoiding direct gaze with Verial, unsure of what to do now.
(Verial Akilara) The selfish, boyish part of Verial wanted to see Deanna cry. He wanted to taunt her and see her shed some sort of emotion over the news that Maxim Redmont never loved her. Instead, Deanna was deathly still for quite some time absorbing this newfound news until at last her body quaked suddenly and she let out a shaky, unrestrained breath. Verial watched as any resemblance of life - of that previous fury - faded from those amber colored orbs of hers and was drowned out. His gaze followed Deanna as she managed to pull herself away from him, setting the chair she had knocked over the right way and then retreating to the wash room for a moment to refill his tin cup with water. She set the cup to the side on the night stand by his bed and directed her gaze anywhere else but at him. Verial had thoroughly - and in every sense of the word - defeated Deanna by telling her that Maxim didn't care about her in the slightest. Nevertheless, Verial had never intended to cause Deanna any further pain, but by lashing out in the same manner that she had towards him - unrestrained and full of hatred - he had done such a thing. Essentially, he might have done better by telling Deanna that he cared more for her than Maxim, but he would have never believed her unless he hurt her in the process. "That's all you're going to say? That you're worried about Sahar catching me standing?" Verial said. For a brief second, he managed to dip his head down slightly and catch the wounded look in her eyes until she turned away from him again. He straightened himself and then gave her a half-hearted shrug of his shoulders. Verial wasn't trying to gloat. The last thing he wanted was to give her a thought that he wanted her to admit he was right. He hated that Deanna had been so infatuated with Maxim that the devastating blow of Maxim wanting to kill her was now the only thing on her mind. Verial - no matter how much he tried or cared - was still but a grain of salt in comparison to the former Kinslayer. "Actually, nevermind. Just don't say anything." Verial moved past Deanna and into the wash room. The sound of running water could be heard as Verial used his palms to wash his face.
(Deanna DiCorvino) What more did he want from her? Did he wish for her to go down to the kitchen and retrieve salt so that he could pour it in her wounds? Would that make him feel better? Perhaps it was payment, retribution for his son. Whatever the reason, something in Deanna snapped. Something cold and brutal. She actually felt the change inside of her happening, the violence that flooded her entire being until it took shape and form. Without thinking, Deanna followed Verial into the wash room where he was splashing water onto this face from the basin. Above that was a mirror, not particularly large, but wide enough so once could see their face, situated in a heavy frame. No doubt Verial would have heard her approach, if he had not seen her first. With a quickness that later in retrospect Deanna would consider in bewildered wonder, she lashed out and grabbed a fistful of raven black hair in her hand, and without a moment's pause, yanked his head back just enough to smash it forcefully forward into that mirror. Glass shattered upon impact, and she heard the startled, pain inducing sound that Verial made as she released him. The scent of the blood caught her attention before she noticed it dripping into the wash basin. Bright crimson drops fell steadily one by one as she stepped away from him. When he finally did turn to face her, he sported a two inch long gash on his forehead just above his right eye. Her amber eyes were as cold as before, and just as empty, even as she reached for a small towel that hung and tossed it at him. "Does it hurt?" She asked in that quiet deadly voice. "Actually, nevermind. Don't say anything, for I truly do not care if it does." With that, she spun on her heel and left the washroom. She decided she had enough of being a nursmaid for Verial. Let Sahar deal with him. She crossed the room in several long strides and reached for the doorknob. Just as she stepped outside in the hall, she turned and called out to the drow who had taken his fair share of abuse from all ends. "I owe you a thanks for opening my eyes regarding Maxim. Consider the fact that I have chosen not to kill you, my payment." With that, she left Verial to his own devices, figuring if he was strong enough to get out of bed, to bleed her dry with his words, then he was more than capable of handling a minor head wound.
(Verial Akilara) He was unprepared for Deanna following him into the bathroom. He was unprepared for her suddenly grabbing a fistful of his raven hair and yanking his head back only to smash his forehead into the mirror in front of him. The glass cracked, his forehead was cut open with a two inch large gash and he was left momentarily breathless, stunned really. Deanna's words were bitter with resentment as blood and water dripped back down into the basin from his face. When Verial was finally able to breathe again, his breaths were rigid. He was struggling to contain every ounce of anger that was bubbling over the surface. Unfortunately some of this seeped out of his being and after Deanna stalked out of his room to stand in the doorway, Verial managed to push himself away from the basin and to stand before her as she lurked about his doorway. There were suddenly black scales that dotted across Verial's forearms, this only ever happening unless he had been pushed to his limits. Before she could get away, Verial cursed at her in Draconic, something he rarely did and was unusually unaware of. Unless Deanna knew the ancient language, she would have no idea what he was saying, though the words roughly translated to, "How blind are you? I've cared about you more than Maxim and you never even gave me a chance. Yes, it does fucking hurt." The only word she might have been able to make out was 'Maxim'. In any case, it didn't matter what Verial had said. He followed up his slew of Draconic by picking up the chair she had righted earlier and throwing it against the door frame where Deanna stood. She took a step back and fortunately the chair missed her since he was clearly not thinking at the time and acted on impulse. Visibly, Verial was shaking from the effort it had taken to stand, to keep himself standing after she had bashed his forehead against the mirror and then to throw the chair. Still, he managed to make one additional movement which led him over to the door so he could slam it in her face, the sound echoing down the hallway. Verial moved back to his bed to lay on his stomach, obsidian colored scales still dotting his arms and now parts of his back.
(Deanna DiCorvino) And there it was...just as Deanna had something beastily lurking inside of her, Verial decided now was the time to call forth his dragon. She turned and glanced at him, seemingly impassive to his ranting and raving in whatever language he was hissing and spitting at her at first, until Verial continued on in that strange dragon tongue (at least she assumed it was), the only discernable word she could translate was Maxim, and that drew her brows together in fury. So he was back at it, was he? Wanted to shove that dagger in all the way to the hilt, since obviously the blade wasn't enough. Deanna stood there, her arms akimbo and hands balled into fists. "You curse me now, you overgrown lizard?" True Verial was mostly in his human form, but there was no mistaking those black scales that shone on his forearms to reveal his true hidden nature. She was about to retort with something witty, sarcastic and rather insulting when he threw the chair at the door frame. Spluttering her own curses in the common tongue, she managed to back out of the way just in time, her eyes narrowed into mean slits as they bled amber fire. She never had the chance to retaliate as Verial, however he managed, made it to the door and slammed it in her face. Deanna sucked in a breath at the insult. He obviously thought he had won this battle. Idiot. He hadn't bothered locking it, which just proved he was a moron after all, and she threw the door open, kicking it closed behind her with a booted foot. The skirt of her dress made a swishing sound as she stalked over to the bed where Verial lay, pissed off and most likely sulking, his scales far more prominent now. "Get up!" She snapped at him, grabbing one of his arms and with a strength that belittled her form, yanked him to his feet even as he shoved her away from him. "I have something for you," Deanna began as she placed both hands upon his chest and flung him against the wall. The way his back hit against the rough brick, she had to wince slightly knowing how that had to have hurt, but damn it all the man...dragon...had it coming. Without waiting for his response, which was most likely violent, Deanna reached a hand toward her neck, fingers finding what she was looking for as she ripped the black cord that held one shiny obsidian scale attached...a gift from Verial. She threw it at him as she visibly shook with anger, her eyes glassy. "I don't want it...or you." There. Now they were even. Still, there was something that passed for hurt that flashed across her face, but it faded away so quickly it was difficult to discern if it had been there at all, and without another word to Verial, she left his room, slamming the door behind her. She was shaking, though from powerful rage, or incredible sadness, she couldn't be sure. Nothing made sense to her. Everything was just one huge lump of confusion and she seemed to be drowning in it. Furiously, she swiped at her eyes which betrayed her by leaking that warm fluid on their own and without thinking, ran to her room and bolted the door. She couldn't breathe. Couldn't think, and though she seemed to have no trouble doing it earlier, couldn't seem to feel.
Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2012 3:13 pm