Three Aliscowri women cloaked in matching garments as the priests stood silently by a magnificent granite altar located in the center of the recreated temple of Sharay. Souls claimed by war, their incorporeal forms wandering the netherworld, until finally claimed by their ‘mother’. Chaos was Sharay’s domain and it was here in the everchanging void the goddess revived her once cherished temple and priests, and charged the Aliscowri women with maintaining her beloved structure of worship.
Melted candles were removed and replaced. Golden bowls that would hold offerings made by the denizens of Chaos were placed with respect at the base of the dais where an alabaster throne held the form of their goddess who, from the moment she had returned to her domain unexpectedly, had sat in her catatonic state.
A living statue.
Sharay had grown tired of the Marketplace, though fascinating and alive as it was, and even more so of waiting around for Valorius to show his face. As was true to her haughty nature, she felt he should have considered himself lucky she felt inclined to do so. Sharay waited for no one.
Yet she had, and in doing so grew angered and annoyed with each passing moment of delay. It was enough she had earlier words with Amunette, or rather Ameerah. Apparently the latter had been rubbed the wrong way over the goddess’ arrival and saw her as a potential threat concerning Valorius. It should have amused her, and in fact did for a few moments until Sharay found herself contemplating various creative ways to harm the girl with the severe mental disorder. Out of respect for Valorius, she refrained and instead ventured off to the Marrakesh where she would wait for him while he dealt with Ameerah and her tantrums.
And wait she did, for quite some time actually until her patience ran thin and she found herself deciding the insult to her divine being was more than enough than she should tolerate. After all, her original intentions for even considering such a backwater planet as Aleris her new playland had absolutely nothing to do with the young prince or the sandpit he called his home. Her plans, her ambitions had not changed. Her goal and drive was still there burning strong. They were simply put on the back burner, so to speak, temporarily, and the goddess found herself questioning….why?
Why had she deviated in her path? Had she lost sight? Focus? Had her purpose changed since her days of soul snares, Nexxus Chambers, and the multiple times she had ‘saved the world’? Thanks to Valorius, she had been washed clean, reawakened with new perspectives. Her full powers had been restored thanks to Blend and his sacrifice, so why had she not put them to use? Why had she not claimed what was rightfully hers? Why delay the inevitable?
Why indeed.
Even as she pondered her next course of action and the repercussions of such, she felt the girl slipping away, fading from oblivion. She felt his panic, his sense of failure and guilt, his remorse even if it was only a touch of what Valorius was experiencing at that precise moment. Such unexpected emotions, however minute they might be compared to his, were not what caused the goddess to experience the period of anxiety that left her unable to catch her breath. She was perfectly capable of feeling, just as mortals were, even going so far as to sympathize should she feel so inclined to do so. It was empathy that she lacked, had always lacked really, or rather...had lacked until now.
Amunette...Ameerah...Sharay had privy to Valorius’ memories of the girl with the dual personalities during her brief imprisonment. As a result, such memories were stored in the goddess’ mind as if they were her own, yet not a single one evoked a fluttering of emotion from her, whether positive or negative, joy or sadness. Sharay remained indifferent to such for in truth, Ameerah/Amunette meant nothing to her. The girl had zero impact within Sharay’s life regardless of whatever time spent with her, whatever memories she carried of her. The Padishah’s failing health and the forced remedy that was to take place in an effort to save the dying girl did not draw tears to Sharay’s eyes.
No, what caused the heartache she felt that did eventually cause her eyes to water over, her vision to blur only to trail effortlessly down her cheeks was the knowledge that he was in pain. That he suffered. The desperate need, the wholehearted desire to make things better, make her whole again even at such a cost…
The cost.
The girl would survive. She would be saved.
The price that he would pay.
The knowing.
Unable to handle such a maelstrom of despair, and regardless of the overwhelming urge to go to him, to offer whatever form of comfort she could, to give him some shred of hope that all would be well, Sharay blindly tore her hand through the air and rushed into the portal she created before all who witnessed her acts until she found herself in Chaos.
She was safe. She was home.
She would remain here for quite some time, the living statue of a goddess that sat upon her ivory throne seemingly unresponsive to her servants, her priests. It hadn’t been long before Sharay maintained a firm grip on her mental state and composed herself, but still she had not left the comforts of the illusionary temple she had created in Chaos. Time ticked by and she continued to wait for the smallest indication her presence was required by Valorius, but none came. Perhaps he wondered where she had gone off to, but surely with that thread that bound them would have given him some revelation of her whereabouts? Perhaps he was fully aware of her location and her reasons for her self imposed exile, yet had specifically chosen not to contact her. Perhaps he felt she abandoned him, her only true friend, in his time of need, or perhaps...he had decided his efforts with the goddess were wasted.
These thoughts would run continuously over and over in Sharay’s head until finally the goddess had her fill of the madness she was driving herself into, and without warning, rose effortlessly from her throne. The startled Aliscowri wraiths, so sure that their goddess had been lost, scrambled toward her as she made her way down the steps that led to the dais. Indigo flames burned within those ebony pools as her gaze traveled to each of the women before uttering, “Draw a bath. Lay out my scarlet silks.” When the women hesitated, the raspy sound of their mother’s previously unused voice echoing throughout the temple from her unexpected commands, it took but a look from their goddess to send them running to do Sharay’s bidding.
Her priests were far better trained, had been for ages, and silently formed a line before the goddess as they were accustomed to her ways. “Has Blend been sighted?” When one priest shook his head no, Sharay followed with, “What of the prophet?” She was met with the same response and sighed. “Very well. Continue to search for them. In the meantime, I shall commence without their assistance.” Heads bowed as she brushed past her priests to prepare herself.
I have rested far too long. I must seek out my faithful. Claim what the fallen do not deserve. My time is now. But first…
The goddess sat at the edge of an unidentifiable oasis on a small island set in an apparent never ending ocean of sand. Large enough for three date palm trees and a single fig tree, it was way too small to show up on any map. There were a few papyrus growing near the small body of still water that sat in between the trees, and she should hear the wind blowing across them as she looked out over the sand dunes. Waiting. For him.
She was leaned back against one of the palms, her right hand rested upon her silken clad lap as her legs stretched out before her comfortably. Within her left hand was a book, leatherbound and worn, and as she waited she read from it. The book, oddly her most treasured possession, had been guarded fiercely from the moment it had been gifted to her. She read from the pages under the shade of the tree, the light breeze catching her dark tresses to lift them away from her face as she waited for his arrival.
In some sense, what had happen to Amunette/Ameerah was a blessing in disguise. Valorius was now free. No longer was he tethered to her as her protector. He was finally his own man, free to choose, free to live as he pleased. His responsibilities to Heruin had not changed though. He was still Bel Telal, unless he chose to resign. Sharay knew though he would not forsake his duties. Now that the land was minus one Padishah (for the moment), he would have to step up to the plate. Life did not stop because of tragedy. People, especially Valorius, would endure.
She wished to see him. Wanted to see him. Needed to see how he was faring. Felt it was necessary to let him know she had not abandoned him, not truly. That her thoughts had always remained with him. That his pain had been hers, but she held out hope that time would heal his wounds and his spirit. She had faith in him, just as he had in her.
Closing the book, Sharay set it gently upon the sand and drew her knees to her chest, the silken skirt shifting against her legs from the movement. Valorius would come. She would be patient and wait. How he would react upon seeing her in Heruin again? The corners of her mouth upturned slightly. That, she surmised, was anyone’s guess.
Posted: Sat Nov 09, 2013 9:25 pm